Please understand that i just smiled for the first time in 2 months and i have to thank ttg for it.

here goes

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A Mer Hello

By Marcus (iGraphy from ttg)

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To start i would like to thank you guys for
making me smile today 12-19-11 i can't and haven't cried for
about 2 hours!!
i want to say i finally confronted my father sat him down and

said i understand you will never forgive me for what i did but

i still love you and so does danny. i hope he forgives me but

we need to move on he will be ok. i finally hugged my mom to i

walked up to her with a smile on her face she drop the cup of

water she had and started crying we stood there for about 30

mins i asked her to forgive and she said im sorry for putting

our anger towards you and she said i hope you forgive me i

said i yes i do and allways will.

enjoy this
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Hello my brother
sitting in the clouds
just watching down on us
they said as we were leaving
to say good bye to you

i said no this is a mer hello
my brother is allways with me
i still where the basketball
shoes you bought me

i pray at least once a day
for you i hope you
here them i wish i could here
you but i have learned a lesson

no matter what life goes on
but you made the world no my
world slow down
i smiled today and im thinking about
you

i almost gave over to pain
with drugs and suscide thoughts
i tried to kill my self but
thought why life could turn around

and you know what it did
very much i now can go
to school with a smile
on my face and i will
stand up to being picked on

now how could i say goodbye when i will see you again.
i know the lord will take care of you
i now will express my feeling though poems instead
of holding them in because if i were to blow up i dont
know what would happen but ill see you later my good friend.