So i recently just started a brand new Youtube channel which im in earnest still getting used to, but before i explain why i figured i'd give you guys a bit of background as to why i made it and in a sense why i am here.
Basically I was in hospital for fourteen months prior to November last year due to an issue with the thalamus in my head.
The Thalamus is a muscle group that helps regulate your day to day functions Like movement, your senses and even sleep.
This however had proven to be a problem. My thalamus wasnt working in the correct manner, and i was having trouble doing simple things and i had days and weeks were i couldn't sleep. My health had deteriorated quite a bit and in honesty it was a very dark time in my life because i hadn't really accomplished anything and my brain was just full of negativity.
A few months before i got better i was given a Kindle (I think thats what they are called) To keep myself busy. So i distracted myself during my sleepless nights by watching videos on youtube, eventually crossing a Youtuber called Markiplier. Now if you have watched his videos you know how entertaining this fellow is, and how sincere he can be in his appreciation videos.

As silly as this sounds watching this guy helped ease everything for me, little by little, id forget when i watched him the crummy situation i was in. And the sheer fact that i had something to laugh about made everything feel so much better!
When i was released from the hospital the first thing i did was thank the guy via his channel. and ordered myself the biggest pizza i could get my hands on hospital food just doesnt cut it! But seriously, it was so releaving to have something that gave way to positive thoughts and cheerful moments when things had gotten rather downward. If i can, or ever had the chance id like to thank the guy face to face because the youtube discussion/message system is in no way enough, i cant explain very well what just those videos did for me so it may sound sort of pathetic. Ah well!

But in short, i saw how much fun he has while doing his videos and since i've always been a gamer myself since the late 90's i figured, if i could make people smile and enjoy things like that then it would be well worth the time and effort to do it

And in honest it looks like a heap of fun! But i understand the hardwork and determination that comes trying to do a gaming channel. But im totally psyched about it.

So that being said i want your guys to have your input. I expect some negatives to what iv'e posted not everyone likes a sop story hah, but this is my reason. and thats how it is. and i figure if im going to do this id at least like to let you guys know a little about myself, i think i've made the point of how serious i am

So I'd like for you guys to give me Games that you all are anticipating and i'll make a list because there are a lot of games i want to play and if i can start playing them for you guys and everyone else then that'd make me pretty happy aswell!

But anyway! I hope that wasn't to overbearing haha
Any feedback or advise would be greatly appreciated as for me starting out it's always good to know what others think!
I also understand if not many people read this. it is a whopper of a topic haha!

I'll post my channel later since i have started out with the Resident Evil Remake and Alien isolation (This being a game i missed due to my illness) It's been so good so far!

You all take care and thank you, if you took the time to read.~