My days a mix of great success and great failures



All day ive thought of what i would want for the rest my life. What legacy to i want to leave for my kids. What is it i want to be remembered for. And for the life of me i cant figure it out. If i get what i want out of life Which simply is to wake up everymorning and see the women i love in front of me. then my legacy will be that ive lived a life that was worth living. I have no great war to fight. No great enemy to defeat. And myself alone cant fix humanity's flaws. Im working on my own but its still a work in progress.
I seem to go back to the same issues that leave me sad and more alone that i was before i bothered with it . I go into something expecting it to just work out. And the world doesnt work like that.


If i died today . i would want everyone to know that i tried so hard to be the man they want me to be. Weather i succeeded is up to them . But im sure in my own right that ive failed to many times to count and i still stand to face the storm of life that lies ahead.

Im at the cross roads, To my right is a great life without problems riddled with the delights that succes offers.

To my left lies a road of uncertainty. It could be what ive waited for since ive realized what i wanted . Or it could be a place where all the blood sweat and tears ive shed mean little to nothing.

I just want to be a hero to someone. Ive been the most i can be. And im not changing for anyone. My problems are my own and ill face them as life gives them to me.

I cant help that when i feel her { Everything seems to wash away. My thoughts stress and hatred for what i have to face. I feel like im finally free and no chains can hold that inside of me for any longer .
Thank you for that. If nothing else accept that. Please