when i was born i was brought in to a world full of hate my mom and dad were drug addicts one time when i was a baby my mom and dad were argueing and i was thrown across the room but my uncle cought me i never rea;;y had a mom or day my uncle and grandma always watched me but when my mom cheated on my dad he left us and the guy she was with gave me my brother and sister but i was 5 i had to change dirty diapers cleand them up feed them watch then while my mom was out doing drugs then one day my mom dident want me anymore so she tried to sell me for drug money it dident work so she went to my dads house a said i dont want this piece of shit u take him im with these two strange people that were in shock i tought new people better life well no my step mom beat me kicked me punched locked me in a closet put my feet on hot pans that were on the stove i had to sit in a room with a bucket full of chemicals that had poisonous gas almost died then when my dad would come home from being out drinking she would tell him lies saying i hit her then he would tos me around hit me with things and i would always be told im a good for nothing piece of shit then when we moved i got beaten even more i told my school the child protection people came to the house and investigated when they were dont i was tossed down the stairs in the basement with no food water light blankets nothing. i never had friends growing up i had no one in my life who cared for me thats when i started to cut it made me escape in to a better place they cought me once and made me cut my self alot right infront of them i never really had friends i never felt true friend ship u when i seen my mom she said she wishes i was aborted and no on will ever love me cause im a piece of shit then she died 2 or 3 weeks later i dont care how long cause i hated her no one has ever loved me and no one has ever reallyed cared for me