First and foremost: Let me start off by saying that everything you are about to read is true and nothing is distorted to make the picture prettier.

Currently, I am exactly one month from being sixteen. My family is in the mid to high class on the wealth scale. My dad is rarely ever home and is working. My entire life I jave dobe everything for him just to make him proud and for him to acknowledge me as an individual. Through 7 and one half years of mixed martial arts training and tpurnaments including grand champion gold medal in the nationals for USKS sparring, I have yet to recieve that acknowledgements. My family is very dysfunctional and we rarely even eat dinner together. My parents always fight, my three sisters always fight, and I just do my best to not add on. In school I am currently in 7 advanced courses. Two of.which are college classes. I never get in trouble although I have friends I could easily go get "**** up" with, I dont. I am very disciplined.and.well manored. I have never once mistreated a female including my mom or sisters and women always put me in the friend zone. I am an extremely handsome male at 15, 6 ft 3 inches blonde hair blue eyes and nice facial features. I am on my second round of accutane, although I have no acne, because my doctor suggested it. I am suffering from depression and feel very lonely because I have no one I.can talk.to or a girl to be happy with. I want to get my views on life back on track and my mind cleared of all this.

If anyone knows a good military school where I can go and.obtain my highschool.diploma, or a boot camp I can go to that isn't for troubled kids it would appreciate it.


I ask for help and guidance in my time of need and I reach out to the community. Please rake this seriosly.


Sorry about typos and grammmar. Sent from my phone