Hi my names Michael and I am 14 and seriously depressed and I just really need to talk i guess.

So about 2-3 months ago my sister got a divorce and now her 1 year old and 2 year old girls are living with her, and she moved back to her hometown with me and my mom for one week then our parents are divorced so every week i switch back and forth from mom to dad to mom to dad etc. and she did the same because she was low on money then she got a job and moved out about a month later and then my little 8 year old brother gets Leukemia! I was really scared and stuff you know and every weekend now he goes to a city about 1 hour away for treatment and every night there cost anywhere from 2-5 thousand dollars so now my mom and dad are in debt a lot of money right now and they just cant take it and every since he got leukemia 2 months ago i havent done any of my homework since and i was just put on ADD medicine BUT FOR GODS SAKE PEOPLE DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT I HAVE ADD! AND THAT WHY I DONT DO ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR MAKE SURE THAT MY BROTHER IS SAFE! AND I HAVE TO BABYSIT MY 2 NIECES ALMOST 4 DAYS A WEEK AND 2 DAYS AGO MY GIRLFRIEND DUMPED ME BECAUSE SHE THINKS THAT IM CRAZY! AND MY PARENTS ARE DEVORCED! AND I ONLY HAVE LIKE 2 FRIENDS NOW! ITS LIKE AVERYONE THINKS THAT IM INFECTED OR SOMETHING! all i have been doing lately is listening to really loud screaming music trying to get rid of this thing that just wont go away. all i do in school is sit down look at my desk and stare off for an hour and a half and change class 5 times a day. i dont eat anymore really. all i eat is around 5:00 and i eat a hotpocket usually. im always getting grounded from everything for not doing any homework and im quick writing this because my moms taking a shower and she tries to talk to me like she knows me but she really doesn't and i guess thats because i never talk back i just look at her and walk by like nothing happened. im haveing a teacher confrense on Monday about my schoolwork and i hope that they dont find out about all of my life. my dad has his regular job which makes about 60,000 a year but he still couldnt keep up with the bills so now he still has that and now he also has 2 part time jobs and he is also trying to make money on ebay lately. i dont know why everyone wants me to do better in school i mean im not going to have money for a cardboard collage so im **** up right now and dont know what to do. i guess that i do know one thing to do and the only reason that i havent done that is because i dont want my family to have another problem...

If you have any good music to get rid of stress that would be appreciated greatly.