Hi,

My name is Paul i am 16 years old, i used to play loads of sport all the time and go out often when i was younger, then i when i got to about 14 i havent really been going out, i have serious arguments with my mum which she threatens to chuck me out etc.., since about january i have started taking drugs, i have been smoking weed almost every day, well atleast 4 days a week, and sometimes take cocaine etc, my step father cought me doing drugs but he warned me about how bad they are and what they can do but he didnt tell my mum, i always look at the negative side of everything and have thought about killing myself, but i couldnt do that to my mum, i dont know what it is i just want to be happy again but im always depressed? is there anyone who is going through anything like this also who i can talk to? i know this is a gaming site but i dont like people knowing im like this either. thanks alot
Paul.