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I'm stuck in this dillemma
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Azjustman
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Ok sorry TTG, I just wrote this in word. I needed to vent, really badly. You don't have to bother reading, but I thought maybe some of you guys can relate to this or anything else. Thanks for letting me vent. Beware, a lot of thing's may make no sense due to me actually writing to anyone. It was almost like writing a letter but not sending it. So sorry if you actually take the time to read it and don't understand.

Im almost a nobody at Corona. I eat with 1 friend, and I have maybe 10 friends tat Corona. Im known as the quite kid and that aint me. But I cant fix it. Coronas all judge ,judge, judge. You just cant go there and not be judged. Everyone transfers from middle schools in these little cliques with all their friends and have a good time. But kids like me, the ones from wayyy far away, can barely do anything. I want to go back to Dobson. I need to go back to Dobson. I have so many true friends and I can be myself there. But theres a problem. I like this girl at Corona. And I cant tell, but she Might like me back. I cant tell though. And If we were to start going out, Id probably hurt her, because Im more than likely going to Dobson. Thats the last Thing I would ever want to do is hurt her. So Im stuck. Dobson is all my friends, my real life, and everything that makes my life enjoyable. Corona is terrible, ridiculous and lonely. But theres still her that makes me want to stay there. But then, next year, Im probably going to EVIT. So itd be pointless to not go to Corona since thats where my mom works, and Id only be at Corona for like 3 hrs. But still, EVIT and Corona will just make me even lonelier. I cant live like this anymore, my life at corona has been almost like a something just crushing my heart. No one realizes whats going on, your parents just think about themselves, and not what you need to do to be happy. No one can get it. This is the greatest dilemma Ive ever been in. People just need to learn that the me at Corona isnt the real me. This is will be the hardest thing Ive ever had to do, and I just dont know how much longer I can handle it at Corona.
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IncrediBowl
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why dont you tell your **** parents about what you wanna do about this instead of telling everyone on here that dont even know you?
if you cared about it that much you would...
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