Story time:

When I used to play xbox, like 2 years back, I used to try hard on COD all the time. If i wasn't top, I would rage. I knew my abilities. After I would rage, I would go and have fun on BF3. Whats more fun than suicideing the other teams base with a plane, jumping out of it and getting in to theirs and flying away in a mad panic

All im trying to say is that its fun to let your hair down a bit

Have fun in your life.