Not putting my bank card in my wallet URGH!

Not sticking in at school

Windy day and a hammock. nuff said

Mine is nothing compared to everyone else it seems. I was a good kid, just stupid...like the special kind of stupid. As a kid I:

-Kneed myself in the face getting out of the shower.
-Punched myself in the face, as I was attempting to pull covers over me in bed while they were stuck under my feet.
-When I was around 8, I stuck an empty shampoo bottle on my big toe while I was in the bath and it got stuck.

I wasn't the brightest kid.

stupidest thing ive done, well i typed my whole post and got to the end just to realize nobody here would probably read it all, or cares for that matter. but living life is like a diesease that sucks every amount of emotional sensation from you, leaving you exhausted and tired, even after the point you slept so long your body physically cant sleep, but your still unbelievably mentally and more so physically exhausted, every relationship you ever had friends have all left, my case not much of a care of my well being from anybody related, mind is blank, your goals and ambitions, every ounce of motivation to succeed which you once had, is robbed from you.. you live day to day like an empty shell, forgetting the person you once were, no where to turn, not one person to confide in.. every aspect that makes life "living" is barely even a feeling, invisible. you definantly arent living being in this state, death is a permanent solution, not any hospital with care proffessional enough around, my life is simply put. F*cked. all emotional sensitivty gone.. and days go by not really much of anything improves, and no sleeping, thoughts are in a loop sequence and they are all insulting you, ridculing, desiring the ultimate way out, just living a vegetable practically. ****, would be nice to play something, but hell i dont even feel the urge to turn on my monitor.. once its on isnt like i have a friend to play and enjoy a game with.. no job so cant say "**** it ima go get some ganja ill just smoke a blunt" cuz aint a **** dollar in your name.. yep welcome to living hell. atleast biblical hell couldnt be much more worse than this

Was a curious child and dropped a rock on my thumb while it rested on another rock. Did it because I wanted to see what would happen. lmao

Dropping out of high school, to start college early.

Just didn't get the full experience of graduating with all the close friends at the time.

Not giving a shit about school in middle school and high shcool

Dalm wrote Tried A-class drugs

Care to explain how this is a "mistake" or "dumb"... Total opposite for me

Got a girlfriend