Apollo wrote i read up until three and a half months. Bruh...

Edit: - Still not a reason to have these dark thoughts and not seek help. Although i dont believe what your feeling is right you should definitely talk to a friend or a professional.

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I tried talking to many "friends" about what i have to say about her and how i felt and they all gave me unhelping advice. Also i have tried going to a psychologist 3 to be exact and none worked. This why i have kinda resorted to the public/media on how i feel that maybe i could vent. But obviously not since everyone ever got out of this is that i wanted to kill myself. -_-

hey man I have went through paranoia and depression and visited multiple psychiatrists like you but none of them worked for me either...

what cured me was time and a change of lifestyle.

-Daddy wrote

Vial wrote Please dont say shit like that man I have depression and it seems your just sad over a break up theres a big difference between being sad daily and breaking up with a girl.This might seem insesitive of me but this is something you will get over eventually.I just hate when people say stuff how they are depressed over a break up etc when it will be something you will get over eventually.It gives us people with real mental illnesses a bad rep.Downvote if you want just had to get my point across.

You have no idea who i am or how i feel on a daily basis. What makes you think that I'm not sad daily or depressed? Everyone is fighting their own battle with depression. No matter how big or how small we are all dealing with it somehow. Also what the hell is with you and every one who posted on this damn topic talking about ending my life? Is that what everyone got from this? That i just wanted to kill myself or some break up? I know one day i'll get better. I know i'll live to see another day, but that does not give you the right to down talk me. Especially when all im trying to do is vent.

I never said I knew what your struggling with the way you worded it seems like your sad because the girl broke up with you.Dont try and diagnose yourself when you havent even been to a psychatrist or doctor.As I said before you will get over it theres people on the site like me that actually have been diagnosed and have to take medication.

pleb wrote hey man I have went through paranoia and depression and visited multiple psychiatrists like you but none of them worked for me either...

what cured me was time and a change of lifestyle.

i've been making time for myself doing things better for me lately and hanging out with people who make me happy. Everything else things i want in life all cost money so how some way and its hard to do that these days. I've been trying and will continue to do so.

Long distance never works man

So sorry to hear that man
I don't have much to say as i'm nit very good in these situations but stay strong, everything happens for a reason.

PM if you ever need me

OhG wrote Long distance never works man

I have a long distance engagement that has been going on for 3 years and it's fine. Her parents are trying to control the relationship, but they're not going to get too far into it. I live in California, she lives in Massachusetts, her parents make it hard for her to get online to talk and there's times we've gone weeks or months without talking and it's still working out, just the time we get to spend with each other is cherished much more because of the situation. Long distance just needs trust and respect to work out and even then, next year the long distance is over as she's done with college.

I dont know you personally but, one BIG MISTAKE you made was COMPLETELY devoting all your time into the relationship. That is ONE reason why you are sad and so hurt about it. Also with long distance relationships they 90% NEVER work out in the long run. If you don't plan on moving near/or in with her
you might as well not even have a LD relationship.

Break ups can be difficult but the worst thing to do when getting over them is closing yourself away from the people who actually care about you, keep your family and friends close. Eventually you'll find a new girl and she'll make you forget about what happened before, it's best to go have some fun when you feel ready and the right one will come in time. If you are still struggling with the help of friends and family I would suggest getting help else where.

HybridMods wrote I dont know you personally but, one BIG MISTAKE you made was COMPLETELY devoting all your time into the relationship. That is ONE reason why you are sad and so hurt about it. Also with long distance relationships they 90% NEVER work out in the long run. If you don't plan on moving near/or in with her
you might as well not even have a LD relationship.

We both talked about me moving out to her home town and getting a place somewhere that way we could see each other more often because i didnt have much of anything here at the time except for a few people i met at work that i hang with every now and then everyone else i talked to was on the internet