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Mikey wrote Brah this is great, I just started the gym 2 days ago, I kinda know what im doing, but the problem I have is not eating enough, is there something i can do or take to make me more hungry lol, sounds stupid but im a small guy 75kg atm, but when i train I get upto around 80kg - 85kg, but i want to get over 100kg.

EAT BIG TO GET BIG but its hard

The more you continue to eat, the more your body will get used to it. So just force yourself to eat a full meal every 2-3 hours.

OT:

1-You ever juiced?
2- What weight did you start at?

1 - Yeah, currently using anabolic steroids, growth hormone and insulin. To compete in the top amateur/professional world, these are a must unless you have genetics like Kevin Levrone, Ronnie Coleman or Phil Heath which are 0.0001% of the population. Even then, to get to the top of their game they are using. Im not the typical 'steroids to get hench' guy lol, I have regular blood tests and monitor my health through my GP doctor to ensure my health is good as its my #1 priority.

2 - Started at 19 @ 11.5 stone/161lbs. Skinny fat with a gut, no vascularity and very unfit and weak lol I couldnt even bench press 20kg. 37 months on so just over 3 years im where I am now and very strong for my age even though I feel weak (thats what I get for watching too many CT Fletcher videos and other top level pros lifting)

When i was 16 i lifted till i was 18, started around 155 got to like 175 but was skinny fat, had no idea about diet and training properly even tried oral dianabol at one point. Stopped training until recently due to uni, bad excuse i know.

Started dieting properly and my knowledge is a lot better, going to be hopping onto the gear soon enough, just building up wrist strength again as i broke both wrists 2 year ago... Currently at 180 pounds with a beer belly at 6"2.

Yeah I find that happens to most, in and out of training lose motivation find alcohol and social life and stop training lol then use oral steroids because theyre easy to 'get big'. Nothing wrong with it, but its what gives steroids a bad name unfortunately.

Yeah, I would use your muscle memory, get back to a peak of where you are levelling out. Focus on your diet, ensure your meals, meal timings and nutrients are on point and your training is as efficient as it can be then consider PEDs. If your diet and training arent at 100% each when you jump on, youll be wasting efficiency being on cycle, I promise you that. Best thing to do is to bulk up get to good strength then cut down the belly and fat and when youre ready to bulk, I would recommend cycling then if youre set on doing it. But what you have to bare in mind is why are you doing it? I do it as I want to compete, if it was just to pull women lol youll pull more men than women when you add size believe me haha.

Just seen your PS:
Im well built lol, I get a lot of funny looks sometimes down the street. I do the doors of an evening at a night club in town and the shocked faces I get when they ask me my age is funny lol.
Unfortunately i have about 20lbs of fat to lose until I see my abs as Im still in the transition going from powerlifting to bodybuilding. Bringing up weaker areas not trained in PL such as biceps, rear delts and lateral delts. Then cutting down and will stay lean from then on even in my off season hopefully by after christmas.

Hahahaha, i've got a misses any how so it's not for that, just always been well into fitness etc literally until uni i was obsessed with the gym. I'm getting that way now, just always wanted to be big.

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Mikey wrote Brah this is great, I just started the gym 2 days ago, I kinda know what im doing, but the problem I have is not eating enough, is there something i can do or take to make me more hungry lol, sounds stupid but im a small guy 75kg atm, but when i train I get upto around 80kg - 85kg, but i want to get over 100kg.

EAT BIG TO GET BIG but its hard

The more you continue to eat, the more your body will get used to it. So just force yourself to eat a full meal every 2-3 hours.

OT:

1-You ever juiced?
2- What weight did you start at?

1 - Yeah, currently using anabolic steroids, growth hormone and insulin. To compete in the top amateur/professional world, these are a must unless you have genetics like Kevin Levrone, Ronnie Coleman or Phil Heath which are 0.0001% of the population. Even then, to get to the top of their game they are using. Im not the typical 'steroids to get hench' guy lol, I have regular blood tests and monitor my health through my GP doctor to ensure my health is good as its my #1 priority.

2 - Started at 19 @ 11.5 stone/161lbs. Skinny fat with a gut, no vascularity and very unfit and weak lol I couldnt even bench press 20kg. 37 months on so just over 3 years im where I am now and very strong for my age even though I feel weak (thats what I get for watching too many CT Fletcher videos and other top level pros lifting)

When i was 16 i lifted till i was 18, started around 155 got to like 175 but was skinny fat, had no idea about diet and training properly even tried oral dianabol at one point. Stopped training until recently due to uni, bad excuse i know.

Started dieting properly and my knowledge is a lot better, going to be hopping onto the gear soon enough, just building up wrist strength again as i broke both wrists 2 year ago... Currently at 180 pounds with a beer belly at 6"2.

Yeah I find that happens to most, in and out of training lose motivation find alcohol and social life and stop training lol then use oral steroids because theyre easy to 'get big'. Nothing wrong with it, but its what gives steroids a bad name unfortunately.

Yeah, I would use your muscle memory, get back to a peak of where you are levelling out. Focus on your diet, ensure your meals, meal timings and nutrients are on point and your training is as efficient as it can be then consider PEDs. If your diet and training arent at 100% each when you jump on, youll be wasting efficiency being on cycle, I promise you that. Best thing to do is to bulk up get to good strength then cut down the belly and fat and when youre ready to bulk, I would recommend cycling then if youre set on doing it. But what you have to bare in mind is why are you doing it? I do it as I want to compete, if it was just to pull women lol youll pull more men than women when you add size believe me haha.

Just seen your PS:
Im well built lol, I get a lot of funny looks sometimes down the street. I do the doors of an evening at a night club in town and the shocked faces I get when they ask me my age is funny lol.
Unfortunately i have about 20lbs of fat to lose until I see my abs as Im still in the transition going from powerlifting to bodybuilding. Bringing up weaker areas not trained in PL such as biceps, rear delts and lateral delts. Then cutting down and will stay lean from then on even in my off season hopefully by after christmas.

Hahahaha, i've got a misses any how so it's not for that, just always been well into fitness etc literally until uni i was obsessed with the gym. I'm getting that way now, just always wanted to be big.

Me too and she hates me uploading to my social media and even being a bouncer lol but I understand why, a lot of thirsty women out there haha. Not bad if you dont have a missus.

If you can keep the consistency up then no reason why not to try anabolics, I always say to people who ask me about it as long as you have researched everything you need to know top to bottom and you are as prepared as can be, then why not try it?

Just got a couple of questions regarding the supplements:

Do you just blast and cruise while you're on gear or do you prefer to cycle on and cycle off?

Does your doctor strongly disagree with the insulin, HGH and steroid use or is he/she okay with it?

Really appreciate the honesty and nice thread dude, wish you all the best in your competitions in the future.

XV-Mods wrote Do u love tren? cmon u do ;)

Nothing like a bit of tren and jerrys.

Motivational wrote Just got a couple of questions regarding the supplements:

Do you just blast and cruise while you're on gear or do you prefer to cycle on and cycle off?

Does your doctor strongly disagree with the insulin, HGH and steroid use or is he/she okay with it?

Really appreciate the honesty and nice thread dude, wish you all the best in your competitions in the future.

Blast and cruise yes, blast on a lot of short esters. I only choose this because I will be competing and coming off and the down time will be a hinderance. I have a lot of catching up to do as I started training late. I cruise on a proper dose with my test ranges being in between the natural set levels by GP tests in the UK for about 8-10 weeks after a blast.

Doctor is very open about all of this which Im shocked with to be honest as he did ask if I was using anything else other than anabolic steroids. He said he would never recommend either insulin or growth hormone, however as long as it is being used safely and not abused there are no immediate health concerns to worry about. The protocol I run my insulin on ensures no virtually 0 chance of going into hypo as I run regular 2-3iu every meal rather than a big dose where I need to get carbs in me ASAP which is where the issues begin to form.
He said he can never recommend anything along PED line, however he is happy that I am so open as it saves a lot of issues and money for them in the future if I am ever admitted, they know the entire truth. He is also happy to help me as much as I want. perks of living in a small town I guess where they seem to never be fully booked.

XV-Mods wrote Do u love tren? cmon u do ;)

tren haaaard ;)

No I joke lol, I used it the first time and it was great, couldnt sleep, constant acid reflux but my god, I looked insane lol and my strength was through the roof.
Second time, never got on with it but used a different ester, the longer ester, didnt get on with it but soon will be on the shorter ester in about 6 weeks when I cut down. Very low dose to keep the side effects down

JME wrote

XV-Mods wrote Do u love tren? cmon u do ;)

tren haaaard ;)

No I joke lol, I used it the first time and it was great, couldnt sleep, constant acid reflux but my god, I looked insane lol and my strength was through the roof.
Second time, never got on with it but used a different ester, the longer ester, didnt get on with it but soon will be on the shorter ester in about 6 weeks when I cut down. Very low dose to keep the side effects down

fair play buddy i was happy on E strength gains were epic but so was anger :/

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Mikey wrote Brah this is great, I just started the gym 2 days ago, I kinda know what im doing, but the problem I have is not eating enough, is there something i can do or take to make me more hungry lol, sounds stupid but im a small guy 75kg atm, but when i train I get upto around 80kg - 85kg, but i want to get over 100kg.

EAT BIG TO GET BIG but its hard

The more you continue to eat, the more your body will get used to it. So just force yourself to eat a full meal every 2-3 hours.

OT:

1-You ever juiced?
2- What weight did you start at?

1 - Yeah, currently using anabolic steroids, growth hormone and insulin. To compete in the top amateur/professional world, these are a must unless you have genetics like Kevin Levrone, Ronnie Coleman or Phil Heath which are 0.0001% of the population. Even then, to get to the top of their game they are using. Im not the typical 'steroids to get hench' guy lol, I have regular blood tests and monitor my health through my GP doctor to ensure my health is good as its my #1 priority.

2 - Started at 19 @ 11.5 stone/161lbs. Skinny fat with a gut, no vascularity and very unfit and weak lol I couldnt even bench press 20kg. 37 months on so just over 3 years im where I am now and very strong for my age even though I feel weak (thats what I get for watching too many CT Fletcher videos and other top level pros lifting)

Can you upload a picnof wat u look like ?

No homo lol

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Mikey wrote Brah this is great, I just started the gym 2 days ago, I kinda know what im doing, but the problem I have is not eating enough, is there something i can do or take to make me more hungry lol, sounds stupid but im a small guy 75kg atm, but when i train I get upto around 80kg - 85kg, but i want to get over 100kg.

EAT BIG TO GET BIG but its hard

Glad you made the step to get into the gym, thats always the hardest.

Nothing really, I find eating smaller regular meals every 1.5-2 hours keeps me, not hungry, but not full so I am able to eat. Got to eat food otherwise all your training will go to waste really without the calories. Take it slow, its a marathon not a sprint unfortunately. Id love to say take this and youll be starving all the time, but the matter of fact I cant. I struggle a lot to eat food. Im never hungry on a bulk, but I force food down me!

Just got to be consistent. Dont focus on 'weight' focus on the mirror and focus on how you look. No point saying I want to be 100kg if that extra 20kg is fat, Rather be that 90kg and have it majority muscle put on, took me a very long time to learn this and coming to terms with it switching from powerlifting to bodybuilding is mentally tough as I feel like 'sh** im losing weight i look small' in reality I look bigger when leaner.

Thanks for the reply, i hust need to get in the habit of eating regularly. Once ive got that nailed down i should be fine i think

Mikey wrote

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Mikey wrote Brah this is great, I just started the gym 2 days ago, I kinda know what im doing, but the problem I have is not eating enough, is there something i can do or take to make me more hungry lol, sounds stupid but im a small guy 75kg atm, but when i train I get upto around 80kg - 85kg, but i want to get over 100kg.

EAT BIG TO GET BIG but its hard

The more you continue to eat, the more your body will get used to it. So just force yourself to eat a full meal every 2-3 hours.

OT:

1-You ever juiced?
2- What weight did you start at?

1 - Yeah, currently using anabolic steroids, growth hormone and insulin. To compete in the top amateur/professional world, these are a must unless you have genetics like Kevin Levrone, Ronnie Coleman or Phil Heath which are 0.0001% of the population. Even then, to get to the top of their game they are using. Im not the typical 'steroids to get hench' guy lol, I have regular blood tests and monitor my health through my GP doctor to ensure my health is good as its my #1 priority.

2 - Started at 19 @ 11.5 stone/161lbs. Skinny fat with a gut, no vascularity and very unfit and weak lol I couldnt even bench press 20kg. 37 months on so just over 3 years im where I am now and very strong for my age even though I feel weak (thats what I get for watching too many CT Fletcher videos and other top level pros lifting)

Can you upload a picnof wat u look like ?

No homo lol

Ill be at peak of my bulk soon, end of september my conditioning is w*nk and photos dont really do me justice because 6ft 4 lol, not a 5ft 8 manlet (lol if youre 5ft 8). I have instagram, @ ptbynathan , if you wish to look at some photos lol. An interesting photo is the one of me standing next to my missus with my relaxed arm and no gym or diet for about a week while on holiday, being bigger than her face haha.

Rarely upload to social media at the moment to be honest, with regards to gym and progress. As Im making the transition from powerlifting to bodybuilding, I dont feel I can upload at the moment until im about 10% bodyfat and actually dont look like a fat shit hahaha