Basically what i'm planning on my future

vivador wrote Basically what i'm planning on my future

I kinda do this like a day before payday plan my future purchases

How much of a bitch my ex is lmao

What the name of that video was from last time..

I usually think about how long will I last .

My late night thought always consist of what's gonna happen in the future

I usually end up thinking about what I did, my errors, the things I could have done differently and where the things I actually did might get me. it usually scares me because I realise that I might not make it and end up alone with a bad situation.

so I now am always watching videos or streams to fall asleep otherwise I wouldn't sleep at all

Thinking about playing fortnite the next day

Yin wrote Life, but more of how pointless it all is and how having children is a bit selfish since there is zero reason a person truly needs a child but it is one of the greatest gambles one can take by throwing another life into this world that we see on a daily basis is corrupt, evil, and full of suffering, whether it be accidents, cancer, disease, murder, depression, kidnapping, or maybe you accidentally raise a kid who grows up to do these terrible things to others. There is no real need to procreate, only the want. Suffering is inevitable though, so, I don't think it is worth risking that on someone else.

The paradoxical position that Antinatalists find themselves in - so long as they aren't the political kind - is two fold:

1) We don't want anyone else to become Antinatalists specifically because the philosophy makes whoever is convinced by it miserable.

2) When one Antinatalist encounters another, we want to help them but we also know that there is almost nothing we can say to help them that we ourselves will believe to be true, and almost nothing we can say that will actually help them.

We are in this unfortunate place where we must know of and accept that every single way in which people maintain their illusions are mere survival mechanisms used by our ego's to con ourselves into believing that life is a great thing, so we can't revert to ignorance on that point.

Of course there comes a shotgun to the face worth of misery and despair with a realization like that. That's why Emil Cioran's dissection of this philosophy was called 'On The Heights of Despair.'
There isn't a way back down once you reach that height, in my opinion. Unless something extraordinary happens to you.

I don't believe you can reason your way out of the position you are in because it is the correct position, as much as we don't want it to be, for us it just is.
It's as obvious as the screen in front of your face. We know that people think we are insane, chemically imbalanced, depressed, bleeding hearts.
That doesn't change a thing though because we think the opposing side are also chemically imbalanced, optimism biased, shallow minded and constantly experiencing mania.

If you are capable of believing that Antinatalism is true then you must also be capable of believing that you might be depressed for incredibly good reasons, maybe the only good reasons and all I can say is that this is something you'll have to live with or figure out in your own way.

The only thing close to optimistic I can say to you is that Antinatalism is about the prevention of suffering so if you want a purpose in life then make it the prevention of suffering.
Give to charity, volunteer at homeless shelters. But we both know that this, again, is a method of conspiring against yourself to become complicit in the backwards system of life.

At the very least it's a method which has a practical application and could make you somewhat happy.

I usually smoke away all my thoughts before bed and just knock out.