So a lot of you really don't know me and there's about a million reasons why. Mostly for my own safety from my past legal troubles.

So let me start off from a year ago. Note that I'm going to keep this as short and with as little details as possible but still be able to tell the story. (Fear of future legal actions for being online during the time of house arrest and/or possible slander). So it all started about 2 years ago when I meet had a girl add me on Myspace. Long story short she was from the town of my best friend and she swore that we had met before, so I added her and we struck up a conversation. A few months into talking things lead to another and we were dating. This lasted for less than 6 months before we broke up and tried to move on.

Once I turned 18 in the end of 09 I decided to move out on my own. Working online doing web design and programming for small companies. The income was great and I always had money to blow. Then this where the good ends. About 2 months into 09 she calls me and asks if I mind if she comes over and stays the weekend. After a short talk I said yes. Later that we weekend she comes over and we attempt to rekindle our love, talking about moving and all the other bullshit stuff that I seemed to not notice as complete bullshit. But I had no reason to believe that she was lieing at the time. So we talked about getting back together after she got back home and broke up with her boyfriend.

Now, less than a week later, I have the local police, team? there was about 4 of them, storm my house and arrest me under a warrant for Rape. In complete shock, and lack of sleep from staying up the previous night talking with an overseas client about a future project, I agreed to cooperate with the police. I was forced to give a DNA sample and fingered printed, then later told the story of how she came over and that I only fingered her shortly after she left. To my disbelief I was locked away and due to the nature of everything and my age I was locked in the mental crazy part of the jail for my safety. 23 hour daily lock down in a single cell and nothing to do for over a month.

Come a month later I was released on bond and placed on house arrest with an ankle monitor. Allowing me to leave my mother's house under request and approval. Over a year passed and I was still stuck on house, desperately waiting for the a court date. News came and went. DNA/Rape tests came back negative and then the charges changed. Due to me admitting to fingering her, the charges stayed even though her story didn't. So now I was facing charges of forceful fingering her and looking at a long drawn out case that could possibly send me away for 20 years and **** up my whole future.

-- A week ago -- About a week ago my lawyer calls me and tells me that they have a court date and the DA is working a new plea agreement. So I decided I might accept it if it was worth it.

-- 4 days ago -- I was offered a plea of 3 years probation, no sexual charge (charges replaced with felony assault), and everything under the first offender act so it wouldn't be on my record. The main reason I decided to take it was due to not wanting to risk going to trial and losing (Becoming a registered sex offender would have ended any possible future. I know there's a chance that I could have won, but that's just a chance and I couldn't have risked that.

-- Now -- Now I'm back to having a life. I've been dating the most amazing girl in the world for almost 8 months now and it's clearly the best thing that has ever happed to me. She's honestly the all one for me. I just can't wait to marry her and have the life that her and I both deserve.. But, I'm currently in debt over my eyes and wanting to get back on track with school and working. Life honestly sucks at home so I'm trying to move out as soon as possible, mostly so I can actually have the chance of going somewhere in my life. Other things include not having clothes, money, and car. All of my trust fund went to legal stuff and I'm facing one of the hardest times of my life. But luckily I have my Andy and I'm making it.

Currently I'm looking for a job so I can make everything happen. Things are going to be hard for me here for a while, but I'm ready to face them. The bad part is that I'm having to leave the scene for awhile to be able to do this. I hope you all could wish the best for me and hopefully I'll be able to return in the near future to pick up on my work. I have sent out all of my source code to various groups in the scene, so things could possible be continued from where I left off.

-- The Scene -- Due to my legal debt to my lawyer I was pretty much forced to sell my developers kit so I could pay him and be able to go to trial or in my case to go future with the plea agreement.

Thanks everyone who has been here for me through all of this and I truly owe all of you more than I could ever repay. This scene has helped me more than I could type out in some many ways. <3

Until next time,
LoveMHz <3