Hey guys, i just want to get your opinion on something.. The past few months for me have been pretty hard. Im 15, and got into the wrong crowd doing the wrong things and people recently started turning there backs on me. I'v been robbed twice in the last 2 months, and on friday i was robbed at gunpoint in a Car. My moms sick of everything, and so am I. I'v also found a girl thats my first love, who im completely inlove with but we had taken a break due to everything that was happening, and im scared to death to leave her behind.
I'v been stressing out over her, my old friends, my school (since i got expelled, but won my schooboard appeal), and just everything really. So, my grandpa lives in Hawaii and my mom and i talked to him on the phone last night, and he wanted me to come as soon as today, but i want to wait just a little longer so i can see my friends before i leave. I'll probably stay there for 2 months or so, they're PONY baseball program started today and mine just ended here in virginia, so i'd probably stay for the season/post-season and come back afterwords. Do you guys think it'll be a good experience? I know in my head im thinking ill be there forever, but its only temporary so i can clear my head and let everything go for a little while and just think posititive... My heads just racing.. dont know if its a good idea or not.