Heads of dicks and holes of ass, only one thing can be going on there

You need to get out the house, find something that makes you happy. I haven't lost anyone super close to me that I remember (my aunt raised me for the first couple years of my life and she died when I was 3 or 4), but my uncle died and my aunt is now staying with us so I see a little bit of what's going on. Honestly as bad as it sounds you just need to forget and move on. You will never forget, but you just have to move on. You don't keep sinking in the thought that you burned the mac and cheese last week, do you? Not trying to compare burnt mac and cheese to your mom lol, but what's done is done and your parents are supposed to die before you. It's just how nature works. You have to take the best of what she gave you and move on.

This is a video a friend of mine sent to me, and I think it speaks really truthfully and may help you to feel a bit better. Also, feel free to pm me if you ever wanna talk c:

Well said mate! I actually lost my off my best mates last year! Yeah it's upsetting but he wouldn't want me sitting around being sad all the time!

Everyday is a new day you don't know what's around the corner! Live your life while you can!

-Zoid