Woodzy- wrote

Ages wrote

JasperRGHV5 wrote Idk I've caused my family a lot of heartache and I feel like such a POS because I use drugs as a crutch it's not there fault I just need an escape sometimes

I feel the same way my man. Both of my parents hate my guts and whenever they look at me I just know they are looking in disgust. I don't do drugs, not judging you my man, i just don't find my escape in that. A new drug called Fentanyl has been on the rise in my city and to be honest man, i just sometimes feel like taking it. Life is so **** rough, especially when the people you thought were there for you always, arent.

If im being honest if you resort to taking drugs because your feeling a little depressed it just shows how weak you are, people really do need to start getting on with their problems everyone seems to be getting "diagnosed" with depression lately.

See what you don't understand is you have probably never been depressed before. Imagine coming home to your mom still in bed not knowing your alive or home and when dad comes home he's drunk and pissed for no reason and you get your ass whooped for no reason

Boothee wrote

dont do it because Im personally asking you not to. Whatever youre feeling, whatever youre going through, things can get better I know because Ive been there. Maybe I havent experienced exactly what you have, but not only have I thought of suicide, I tried it thankfully I was unsuccessful and I can speak from personal experience when I tell you things can get better. When your down, just realize that times do get shitty but it goes away!

See I've tried countless times to OD. One I've taken 10 bars and drank half a case and for some reason (I can't believe) I didn't die but sometimes I just want it to all be gone and be a normal kid with out all of this shit I can't escape

I used to think about it alot worst part was i actually tried to do it a few years back

Not exactly something im proud of so i don't exactly tell anyone about it but when they see the scars on my wrists they always ask about it

Spent a while in the hospital when i got out i had to go to session type things they didn't exactly help as im not a big fan of talking to people i don't know so they didn't really help

What helped was my mates once a week id meet up with my mate we would get a few beers and just sit and talk about shit that was bothering us even though i don't think about that stuff anymore we still get together and do it

You just gotta find a way to get through it for me it was having a couple beers and talking with a mate who was there for me when i needed him

Shit can get tough at times but there is always someone who will be there for you even though you don't know it at the time

JasperRGHV5 wrote

Boothee wrote

dont do it because Im personally asking you not to. Whatever youre feeling, whatever youre going through, things can get better I know because Ive been there. Maybe I havent experienced exactly what you have, but not only have I thought of suicide, I tried it thankfully I was unsuccessful and I can speak from personal experience when I tell you things can get better. When your down, just realize that times do get shitty but it goes away!

See I've tried countless times to OD. One I've taken 10 bars and drank half a case and for some reason (I can't believe) I didn't die but sometimes I just want it to all be gone and be a normal kid with out all of this shit I can't escape

Woodzy- wrote

Ages wrote

JasperRGHV5 wrote Idk I've caused my family a lot of heartache and I feel like such a POS because I use drugs as a crutch it's not there fault I just need an escape sometimes

I feel the same way my man. Both of my parents hate my guts and whenever they look at me I just know they are looking in disgust. I don't do drugs, not judging you my man, i just don't find my escape in that. A new drug called Fentanyl has been on the rise in my city and to be honest man, i just sometimes feel like taking it. Life is so **** rough, especially when the people you thought were there for you always, arent.

If im being honest if you resort to taking drugs because your feeling a little depressed it just shows how weak you are, people really do need to start getting on with their problems everyone seems to be getting "diagnosed" with depression lately.

It's a very deep topic to talk about and I appreciate your opinion. But people simply won't understand depression or suicide until you they have experienced it. Some problems in life effect others more than it would to another person and it can take more of a toll on them. Then you have to also take into consideration how long the problems have been on-going as that leads you to not enjoying your life and through your mind leaves you only one option but to end it.

With regards to the "everyone seems to be getting diagnosed with depression lately" you must first differentiate from those who actually need help, to the attention seekers. Many people use depression and suicide to attract attention, some just don't enjoy life.

Speaking from experience.

maybe a bit too touchy for ttg?

No. I questioned the point of life for about 15 minutes after watching a sad documentary but stopped giving a shit not too much later.

I' ve attempted suicide Twice this year, the pain I was in was too much., this month I had another suicide thought but TheTechGame helped me (The advice and so on)

And losing 3 brothers in 2 years destroyed me,

I tried Hanging myself & jumping off a bridge

(This Heart condition that I'm dealing with is hard, I struggle to do basic things as the pain is unreal.)

No, I've never contemplated it.

Personally, I think it would do too much harm to my family and I wouldn't want to put them in a situation that they'd have to bury their son.

I also have goals and things to do and I would like to get them finished, not to mention I enjoy life too much.

I understand people being diagnosed with depression and stuff though, and I don't think that anyone would do it for attention.