I lost my mom in 2015 on Sept 28th two weeks after we came back from Canada seeing AC/DC live. Sometimes life is so short and you least expect it when someone very close to you passes away..

My mom's wish was to see her favorite band AC/DC live one last time and so we took a trip to Canada. After we got back to Washington my mom had gotten really sick with pneumonia and I thought nothing of it that something would happen.
Two weeks later I got up around 3 AM called out to mom turned out she was barley breathing. And as I prolonged her life for a few minutes preforming CPR she passed away in my arms the paramedics said..
I don't know what's harder finding out someone passed away and your somewhere else or your own close loved one passing away in your arms. I think of this as I was lucky to tell my momma good bye.

2 1/2 years later it's still hard on me. We where very close. Best way to descirbe this feeling is it's all a dream but I know it's not. On the other side I think of it as she is no longer in pain. (my mom was very sick all the time with various things every little cold would make her fall very Ill)
I go day by day and i think about her a lot but I know she would want me happy. And I have my fiance (Specialize) I thank a lot for being my rock and helping me thru the darkness we understand each other so much we have been best friends since we where in kindergarten..sometimes friends or someone who understands what you go thru helps a lot. Or just enjoying life and having goals some what helps.

Who have you lost ? How do you deal with it?


Also to you Zack thank you again for everything and being there for me your amazing <3.