Yeah man I get you. I spent the past while only leaving my room to smoke or drink. losing my love of gaming and general motivation for anything in the prosses. to make things worse I was unemployed and with college finishing, I literally had no reason to get up every morning. However, thankfully I start back at college on Monday and I'm starting a new job next week. It can be a tough ride but keep the faith bro, things can change for the better.

Focus on work, get back on your horse and stay sharp. You're growing and this is the time to invest in yourself.