Mikey wrote Me in the gym

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MIKEY IS A THUMB

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Going to leave this in here because it will most likely never be found by another soul

Posted months ago, this is the internet after all, the chances of people re-visiting this specific reply and opening the spoil tag is close to none.

3 months and 4 days ago as of this edit I lost you.

You were the most beautiful, brightest thing on this planet.

Before I met you, going through school was a blur, getting out of bed was a task, I would rarely take care of myself and I just hated everything.

All of a sudden January 12th 2015 rolled around and you messaged me on twitter, we started talking away and boom 23rd of January hit and I asked you to be my partner.

Two months later and we started to live together, everything was going great, my life went from feeling meaningless, like I was watching time pass me by to everything being exciting and fun and new,

I had someone to talk to and give my attention to, every minute of every day. I loved loving you, you being mine was the best feeling on the entire planet, it wasn't because I wasn't lonely anymore or because I all of a sudden had a friend but because how brilliant you were.

Months kept rolling past, things just kept getting more exciting and fun, I felt like nothing could stop us, I was willing to do anything and everything for you and you made me feel like a better man than I was before we met.

We went to America and a bunch of little holidays and the log cabins and had so many nights together that I will never ever forget :/
We were so comfortable together and it was great, no matter how down you would get whether it be about your body image or your overthinking I'd always swoop in and cuddle you and save you and cheer you up again.

Then I went to college and things started slowly going down hill, I started getting stressed out over the workload, I started getting paranoid that you'd start to like someone else, slowly I started to push you away.

I could see us drifting apart day by day and you'd fight so hard to keep me from falling into a rut but it didn't work, I kept pushing you away and I could see you become more and more miserable

June 26th 2018 you finally gave up, you had enough and you were gone,
everyday since I've just sat playing games and watching videos trying to stop thinking about you
We didn't even get to say goodbye, you were just gone, the last time I saw you we were dancing around in the kitchen, then I gave you a hug and a kiss and waved goodbye as you got in the taxi to go see your parents

I've never felt so hurt and alone in my life, nothing has even come close to how gutted I am that I lost you for not getting ahead of what was going on in my head and putting in the effort and saving 'us'

Some nights I cry, some nights I can't sleep, I still look at photos of us every single day, I still listen to all the old voice recordings you sent me so I don't forget your voice

It's weird not meeting you every night after work or lying beside you at night anymore holding your hand and watching you sleep

I love and miss you so **** much and I'm sorry I let you down, I sorry I let us down because you really were the perfect partner

I've literally checked my phone every hour of everyday since you left just in case you have messaged me but you never do

What I would give to have you back is immeasurable

I miss you my wee matey moo and I hope you're happy, that's all I ever wanted

On the off chance that anyone ever finds this, I just had to get basically all of the above out and have it marked someone permanently even if no one other than me saw it, so I'm sorry if I made you cringe if you read any of it