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ChodyBills wrote I have thoughts of my own about this too. Trust me, you are not the only one. Maybe you should talk to someone, or maybe try and get into counseling or something. Try and find new hobbies that take your mind off of things like this. I'm not really a great help, but if you ever want someone to talk to just shoot me a PM and I'll talk with you.

Thanks man, I try to talk to my friends about it but no-one ever listens to me, tbh I need a girlfriend that I can talk to, the girl I talk to now all she ever wants is sex and whenever I try to have a normal conversation with her she just changes the subject, I was fine for a couple of years and then when I turned 15 something just clicked inside me and now I can never stop thinking about it.

I wish I had a girlfriend like that. However it is important that you have someone to talk to. I hope everything gets sorted out for you bud.

She's not my girlfriend, I wouldn't even want her to be my girlfriend anymore, I used to be into her so much and then I told her and she said she felt the same way and now we just have sex sometimes we don't even talk about normal stuff it's annoying. I hope it gets sorted too, it's ruining my life I can't do anything without over thinking what the outcome could be, even if I do the slightest bad thing I feel really bad after.

Cynical thinking is never good. You should always be optimistic unless the situation calls for a different view.

I know but I can never help it, I wish I could just make my self feel better right now.

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ChodyBills wrote I have thoughts of my own about this too. Trust me, you are not the only one. Maybe you should talk to someone, or maybe try and get into counseling or something. Try and find new hobbies that take your mind off of things like this. I'm not really a great help, but if you ever want someone to talk to just shoot me a PM and I'll talk with you.

Thanks man, I try to talk to my friends about it but no-one ever listens to me, tbh I need a girlfriend that I can talk to, the girl I talk to now all she ever wants is sex and whenever I try to have a normal conversation with her she just changes the subject, I was fine for a couple of years and then when I turned 15 something just clicked inside me and now I can never stop thinking about it.

I wish I had a girlfriend like that. However it is important that you have someone to talk to. I hope everything gets sorted out for you bud.

She's not my girlfriend, I wouldn't even want her to be my girlfriend anymore, I used to be into her so much and then I told her and she said she felt the same way and now we just have sex sometimes we don't even talk about normal stuff it's annoying. I hope it gets sorted too, it's ruining my life I can't do anything without over thinking what the outcome could be, even if I do the slightest bad thing I feel really bad after.

Cynical thinking is never good. You should always be optimistic unless the situation calls for a different view.

I know but I can never help it, I wish I could just make my self feel better right now.

Talk to a psychologist or a doctor and see if they have any suggestions?

are you on any medication some side effects cause cause fear of pending doom or fear of dying i had that before. i had fear of dying before but that thought just kinda went away after a long time.

Death is a scary subject. We fear the unknown and no one truly knows what happens after death.

I hate thinking about death, of myself, my family, all life on earth at some point. So I just don't worry about it.

We may not have any purpose on this earth at all like you said. So in that meantime, while you're here, make it good.

Yeah you're definitely depressed. Honestly man just don't worry about it. That's what I did when I had bad depression but now I don't really care anymore

Everyone dies mate. Its just part of life. Its scary but you just got get on with it and live it to the max. Try not think of it too much and stay positive.

If your that curious about what happens when you die in years to come, you could try taking DMT. (google it) dunno if this would make things worse or put ur mind at ease tho

I think that's a stage that everyone goes through when you are that age. Disappointment from growing up and realising that the world isn't all sunshine and rainbows.

I think terms like depression are tossed around far too easily, I went through the same thing and I didn't consider myself depressed. I had more of a 'this is how things are so lets just get on with it' mindset. If it becomes such a problem that you can't function in your daily life then I would go to a doctor or therapist about it, but it will probably pass as you get older.

Try taking up a hobbie for example , like the gym. Change your diet sleeping schedule and hit the gym 4 or 5 times a week depending on weight. That should keep your mind off things.

You basically described what i was going through 6-7 months ago. Go see a doctor and get some help ASAP. They will give you some tablets or they could direct you to see a counselor, trust me it helps